Bittersweet Bubble

Where do I put this hurt?

It’s so bad

It’s so bad

Others far worse than I
Yet I feel
I have this relentless ache
Like I died,
Like I’ve cried a million times,
Where can I go?
To put this all aside
There’s a loss so bad
That I can’t shake,
I can’t lock it,
I can’t run it,
There’s no freedom in my heart
Love has abandoned me;
Fate has brought us together
And it has torn us apart

My cupid has failed me
If he has a gun,
Shoot me,
I need its metal bullet
To crush my existing heart
This sorrow hits sourly,
I am hate,
The hate that burns
It wishes my heart away;
I am an eternal emptiness
Drifting into a sickening seclusion
I do not want reality,

Everything is so real there

All it gives me is falsity

In its hopeless bubble I am lost

It forces me to believe

It forces me to realize

That I am alone

That he is gone,

And I am here,

Wishing him back
Like a pathetic fool,
I ponder him,
When he’s already far gone
When his lips have erased my name
I’m still here
Wrapped
Cradled in this mess

Plagued with questions

Responded by with empty answers

They haunt me

They tease me

They rip me apart

And leave me for dead

I climb

I claw

To leave this place

But it’s a long prison sentence
That may forever have my heart;
It hasn’t numbed yet,
It remains,
It stays,
Forever bittersweet

Rocky.
To My Dear Sweet JB..The Bittersweet endings of a relationship are always tough and for some the wounds are everlasting, may your wisdom, strength and compassion help you to get through this tough time..Im Here XxX